Wednesday, August 5, 2009

The End :0

Shayla can't believe she's actually sitting here right now. Two months ago she had arrived at the same place. And now she sits here talking to herself in third person like any normal person who was bored waiting for a flight. Last night Shay went to Wednesday night meeting, then back to the grounds, and she bid adue to the workers. After all that was done with she traipsed over to the Skallebergs. She, Andreas, Sven, and Robert sat around while Andreas strummed random tunes on the guitar and Sven came up with random lyrics to go along. After that, they all jumped on the couch and watched Seinfield episodes.... Shay's incredible going away party closed with an episode of Highschool Musical chosen by Andreas Skalleberg himself.
....That's what i call a going away party lol. no for real. I prefer hanging out with that family rather than a huge gathering of people that i hardly know the names of, with lots of noise (although we did make quite a bit on our own) and so many things to do th@ i wouldnt know what to do.
In all the summers i've remembered having...
I dont recall having such an amazing one. ever.
hah what beats Sweden?! ...It's beautiful... O_O
I didnt cry leaving home.. who would do that anyway.
..but when i madwe my way slowly back down the walk from the Skallebergs...i must admit i did cry lol.. it felt like i was leaving home. I cant explain the feeling. but i know if i dont go back to Sweden..im going to be sick or something drastic like that.
By the way, I'm not shunning Finland or anything. It's just that Sweden is like..a refrigerator and i am a little magnet lol. I'm pretty sure I started missing Sweden weeks before I left it. .....It's like leaving your husband or wife (not that i've ever had the chance to do that) BAD!BAD!BAD!
with a big Fat caution! -sign tying those 3 bads together in a big Fat bow.
Sweden is like .. hair.
you can cut it off..but its going to keep growing back.. and its always going to be there to remind you that you cant get rid of it. (well atleast until you grow oooold) heh.
and when you do cut it off you get a bad conscience about it and probably feel completely ridiculous for trying to get rid of it because you know that you felt better before you grabbed the scissors. and also if you shave your head, it will be a slow nerve-wracking growth . and each little hair is like an individual memory, and if you put a scarf on to hide your baldness, those memorys are going to be painful coming back. but i didnt tell you to shave your head now did i?